Saturday, February 25

after holiday




my three weeks holiday...are nearly finish. but then deep in my heart still felt so empty, because of i've done nothing within this period but just be a "die snake" or gotto go back to the same college...facing the same people with same problem we have from 2 years ago...?now i really dont know & dont want to know anymore.
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i still remember when i was studied at my secondary school last few years ago...there were something similiar occured---conflicts~erm...yea, i used to described this to my friends as they've divided to "er mei","hua shan", "kun lun","shao lin zi"...and i always be the center named-"qing gong shui shang piao" ^___^*(because i can always join here and there). the fact is, we only have 25 of ppl in our class, all are girls except few guys that doesnt more than 5(if not mistaken>"<)...but still conflicts can occured.(frm this moment plus after i work then i know where there's ppl, there'l b conflicts).
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luckily, we still have so much of fun, so many memories we have together.now my coursemate are in the similiar situation...just there's a differ.may be because we all straight away went home after class, very lackly sit together and chat(...all from out station except 2 included me), so we are just like stranger, never have a topic that can reach to our heart, we dont know each other's family members, dont know what's their favourite, dont know how's their life while they're small until now...all dont know but just a name after all~
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"campus life is really fun"...i've forgotten whom said that, but i really felt like wana beat him~_~".haha, i do understand differ people differ experiences in their path, but i was so upset to see my stranger coursemates.
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i think the point is nobody wana take initiative...to step forward just say hello, also lack.aii, now is better a bit(i think), at least a small geng of them still got activities together like swimming,BBQ...etc.hehe, last time ar, wan them to stand together just to take a photo also very hard.well, i do admit i used to be one of them initially but i've decided to changed after that, after i wonder if there will be no tomorrow anymore =p.
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of cause still got certain people cant accept the others attitude, concept, so many human being in the world, we cant make everyone like us(the way we do), and it's impossible that the whole world hate us...haha. BUT, just be a bit, just a bit more tolerance,ok? still we dont know can met up or not after graduate, yet now only left...last semester that not more than 3 months.
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i do hope that we still can keep in touch after this...and before that allow me to enjoy my unforgetable de enjoyable campus life la...hehe。
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--人生最大的荣耀不是永远不败,而是屡败屡战。--

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