Saturday, February 25

after holiday




my three weeks holiday...are nearly finish. but then deep in my heart still felt so empty, because of i've done nothing within this period but just be a "die snake" or gotto go back to the same college...facing the same people with same problem we have from 2 years ago...?now i really dont know & dont want to know anymore.
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i still remember when i was studied at my secondary school last few years ago...there were something similiar occured---conflicts~erm...yea, i used to described this to my friends as they've divided to "er mei","hua shan", "kun lun","shao lin zi"...and i always be the center named-"qing gong shui shang piao" ^___^*(because i can always join here and there). the fact is, we only have 25 of ppl in our class, all are girls except few guys that doesnt more than 5(if not mistaken>"<)...but still conflicts can occured.(frm this moment plus after i work then i know where there's ppl, there'l b conflicts).
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luckily, we still have so much of fun, so many memories we have together.now my coursemate are in the similiar situation...just there's a differ.may be because we all straight away went home after class, very lackly sit together and chat(...all from out station except 2 included me), so we are just like stranger, never have a topic that can reach to our heart, we dont know each other's family members, dont know what's their favourite, dont know how's their life while they're small until now...all dont know but just a name after all~
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"campus life is really fun"...i've forgotten whom said that, but i really felt like wana beat him~_~".haha, i do understand differ people differ experiences in their path, but i was so upset to see my stranger coursemates.
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i think the point is nobody wana take initiative...to step forward just say hello, also lack.aii, now is better a bit(i think), at least a small geng of them still got activities together like swimming,BBQ...etc.hehe, last time ar, wan them to stand together just to take a photo also very hard.well, i do admit i used to be one of them initially but i've decided to changed after that, after i wonder if there will be no tomorrow anymore =p.
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of cause still got certain people cant accept the others attitude, concept, so many human being in the world, we cant make everyone like us(the way we do), and it's impossible that the whole world hate us...haha. BUT, just be a bit, just a bit more tolerance,ok? still we dont know can met up or not after graduate, yet now only left...last semester that not more than 3 months.
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i do hope that we still can keep in touch after this...and before that allow me to enjoy my unforgetable de enjoyable campus life la...hehe。
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--人生最大的荣耀不是永远不败,而是屡败屡战。--

Monday, February 20




可曾想过。。。为什么他们总是说做人是很辛苦的
也许他们累了罢~
孩子累,是身体累。 打個盹,
喝瓶可樂,可能就不累了。
青年累,是工作压力的累。
当工作完成,压力解除,
...就不累了。

老年的累,是对人生的累,拖著一個「臭皮囊」,
走过几十年的岁月,该看的都看了,能玩的都玩了,
不再好奇、不再激情,他們的那句「我累了」,
是对生命失去了兴趣。

我曾在网络上看过这么一段文章。。。
是今时今日我还惦记着的,也是最喜欢的


人生的累,说不定也像旅行。
出发時兴致勃勃,一路有说有唱;
几天赶场下來,开始有了疲态、有了病号,
游览車上就少了歌声,多了鼾声。
渐渐旅行要结束了。

翻开行程表,最后一天的節目是
「上飞机,回到美好的家。」

每个人都会兴奋地說: 「好极了!要回家了!」
可是往前想想;
如果那么想家,当初何必花钱出去旅行?

往后想想;如果只有回家好,
为什么待上一阵子,
又会想出去走走?

人的一生,就是在醒与睡、累与不累之间。
也彷彿是机器,要不断操作、
不断保养,不断生产,
也不断加油、不断供電。
直到有一天,把那电源拉下,
不再推上去,人生就结束了。


有一天,我走~ 我也是因为累了,
宁愿高高兴兴地回到我温暖的天家。
我相信,在天家待一阵子。
我又会心动、行动--參加另一个人生的旅程。
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--做人样样野都可以输,但是信心不可以输。--

Sunday, February 12

对我来说 爱情 这东西 只有六个字可形容
...有又烦, 无又烦.
除非你们是两情相悦, 能同甘共苦的一对 那就另当别论咯~


我本身对"它"的认识其实不深, 更蒙谈经验了
只是有机目睹我身边的朋友 历尽又爱又恨的路途
旁观者的我该劝的, 骂的, 激的...都无一避免
只因~这世界上有太多人 爱的很傻*
明明性格不合的两人, 却硬要在一起
我实在想象不出他们有何未来可言.


离婚 外遇 劈腿
种种都一再容忍
是真的爱得太深? 还是面子上的问题?
抑或...是内心深处还存余丁点的希望~
希望他会改变,希望他会了解,希望一切会有好转的迹象...
这不是不可能的,

只是还要等多少时间才能如愿呢? 五年...十年?
而单方面的坚持, 能挽回的机率有多少呢?
单方面的付出在属于两个人的感情上...会快乐吗?
不得而知, 毕竟 "一个愿打, 一个愿挨"的伴侣也不少

是傻吗...?是我这个事外人看不清状况吗?
事到如今...我能说的已不多
说了又说的, 都嫌我口臭
如果你真的快乐的
我为你送上这首歌

-你快乐吗-
谁都没有权利要求你离开他
即使他总让你伤心牵挂
我只能在你身边陪你说说话
听你说着他 泪如雨下 跟自己挣扎

其实很多人都爱的很傻
天真的守着 相爱承诺的话
不问自己快乐吗 只是一味爱他
直到黯然心碎 才知心乱如麻

我想这就是所谓爱的代价
没有人多潇洒
爱好像燃烧的火花
会随时间升华

我想这就是所谓爱的代价
你不必逼自己离开他
别去管别人怎么看你
说你是傻瓜
问问你自己
你快乐吗?
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--心可以小得容不下一支针,心可以大得容得下银河系。--

last paper

finally finished...one last paper.(^^)really exhausted...tiring>"<...never sleep well all this time just to prepare for this examination, yea...sometimes just slept 2 hours*ohh~no! translation...only one piece of paper?!
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~once i glanced through the questions, i saw 50 marks flown away without any sympathy...50 marks ~man...then i turn aside look at my friends...whom bring in 5 dictionary, buzy checking the words and seems confident enough leh~yer...what to do~_~"aii, eventually i still couldnt understand the question, so i just simply wrote down something that i dont really know what it means, luckily the other 50marks questions i still able to handled precisely^_^hehe.
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As usual, i finished all right on time, then what more-of coz talk crap among my friends from front, back, aside one la...especially those "push"in 5-7 big dictionary de ~wuahaha. well, all of us was thinking the same thing in our mind...why just got one piece of paper?what the question want?how come those tips never came out as we thought??yyy...?after all, it's already pass up...so now it's time to relax...and go home have a sleep =P
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--施比受更为有福。--

Saturday, February 11

valentine's day...

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a valentine's day without the accompany of valentine~
erm...juz as usual...
lonely?!~perhaps,

who cares while you got a gang of friends,
why not enjoy our single life since we still able before...
...we've met someone*
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--偏见让人懒于思考,固执于流传的教条,以及自己的想象。--

Friday, February 10

释放~!!!

释放~!!!!

...本来要面对一连串的考试 就已很费神了~_~"
可恨的是时间表又烂的可怜~

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考试 新年 考试
天啊~!这是什么嘛...
试问一个人刚抛开所有的烦恼与压力,
准备投身新的一年的当儿
又何来的心情与闲情 K 书呢???
在考试前后赐你一星期的假期
这是释放吗...
还是象现在这样完全考完才算释放...

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放假期间又得工作, 虽然不是朝九晚五
抑要抛头露面>"< 日晒雨淋
看来...考完试还是不能算--完全释放
眼看就要毕业了呢...(^^)

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毕业后应该能获得释放吧~
可未来的路该如何抉择* 该继续读下去...
还是另读-"社会学"
总觉得人越大, 要抉择的事情就越多.
想法已不能如以往的单纯...
不管我选择那一条路, 终究还是没和释放碰上吧...
只因我找错方向了...
我应向内寻觅, 而不是向外...
真正的释放... ...不过是爱自己多一点,
尽情作百分百的自己 自己快乐, 别人也快乐
~如是而已。
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--喜欢一个人是一种感觉,不喜欢一个人却是事实。事实容易解释,感觉却难以启齿。--

Thursday, February 9

生命的价值.~?

人的生命价值多少钱...?
没有人知道,
因为老天给你的时候,
并没有标价。
但是~当老天要收回的时候,
到底值多少钱,
则是由你来做决定.

*人生在世要学会充分利用生命...
勇敢去做普通人不能做的事,
吃普通人所不能吃的苦,
才能创造生命的价值(^_^)
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--不要在不该浪费的地方,浪费太多。
不要在不该停留的地方,停留太久。--

Wednesday, February 8

不一样~

..."当我和世界不一样, 那就让我不一样,
坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚..."

听着五月天的-倔强
突然好欣赏他们的...不一样
那是和一般凡人的不一样

不一样的倔强
不一样的疯狂
不一样的歌曲
...却有着强烈而不变的坚持

反观于我们
尽管岁月的流逝,
相同的人不再有相同的坚持~
...我们也只有在我们还有那一份热忱的时候
去做一些"有用"的事
不为那小小的涟漪 而改变整艘船的去向

不是吗...
~_~
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--失败是一种教育,懂得思考的人知道,不管成败都能学到很多东西。--

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